strange dreams~

When I was a kid, I would have nightmares every night. For awhile, I could only remember having bad dreams then I went to high school and couldn't remember my dreams at all. As of late, the nightmares have come back, but they're nothing like the dreams I had when I was a kid. Those dreams were about monsters living under my bed (or in my closet) basically things that could never ever come true. These dreams usually involve rape, domestic abuse, or death, and I can't shake them at all. Just the other night I had a dream that I was pregnant, and married yet being beaten up by my husband - I can't remember the man's face in my dream. I just remember him breaking my nose, and stepping on my fingers.  My Mom seems to think i'm falling back into depression, I tell her i'm not but really I don't know. I don't even know why i'm writing this really, just seemed like the only way I could get it off of my mind other than writing a short story about it - which i'd rather not do thanks to snooping siblings.